An atypical high Is that the correct word? I am experiencing a different sort of moodswing this time. I feel a little good a little bad and a little of nothing each day. Mixed episode I do not know exactly what is happening this time and really should talk to the doctor. I have had mixed episodes before but this is a little different.
The heat was unbearable yesterday and I was drained from not sleeping for a few days and trying to clean up the mess from the last bout of hypomania so I was not at my best. This is a little strange it has been coming on for the past couple of days but today I feel it even more. The moodswings are so rapid I am not able always able to distinguish between the mania and the depression sometimes they can change in one day so I am unsure of what to do right now.
I can deal with it I just need to keep a record for myself and the doctor so we can try to prevent the future episodes.
But I am keeping busy organizing and working on needlepoint my present preoccupation working on the computer and spending money that I do not really have. Nothing new back to the normal and feeling ok with it.
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