You know I just wrote an article How to Make Ends Meet. All true, all well in good, all useful tips. But when it comes to the excessive spending that all Bipolars have in common. It did not fix the problem.
\I just came down from a hypomanic episode, usual time of the month the 27th, they are every 9 days or so, and I did not realize just what I did during that time. I spent money small things craft supplies which are to aid me in my recovery, or the attempt to keep me a little stable.
But now I am at the point where once again I am out of cigarettes, food and just plain broke/ I thought to myself who are you to try to help someone when you cannot do it yourself? Well the answers are still not coming and I am going to once again rebuild my credit and improve my rating. It is not that bad no bad credit but still a mark on my score.
What I am trying to say is you have to make the decision yourself and find your way through the times when you spend and the times when you save I am vowing now to end this vicious cycle that I am in spend, regret, borrow, pay back and try to at least just make ends meet.
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