A New Way of Living

Well now I have a new way of living. Living with my "gifts" of being Bipolar and my "curses".

I try to do some sort of craft everyday. Most of the time the drives take over anyway so I do crafts everyday, every night and every minute in between.  My crafts club is on  Tues o n Sunday my mood swings up high I do not know if this is because of the my new life or my moodswings have just changed so much They are now every other day so I swing up and down drastically.  This wa a problem until I focused and realized that this was happening and they are even more rapid and precise they are very very regular so I pass from one pole to the other. My moodswings are not so drastic in intensity I am rarely suicidal badly depressed stay in bed barely moving but I do not attempt to take my life anymore so this is a blessing. But the drives are intense but predictable so I am learning when they will become a problem I cqan control most of the money spending even with unlimited online access to stores amd I have reduced coffee and soda consumption along with the increased sugar I had started so physically I am healthier.  My Psoriasis is under control for the most part I find that inclement weather rain, snow and storms trigger activity in the symptoms but am learning to "taalk: my way out of a bad flareup.


So I am learning to live my new life and adjusting to the problems of Life and Living and I think I am doing a very good job of it.  I am happier than I have been in so many years that I cannot remember what it was like during the bad times.  Life has its ups and downs still without my moodswings and the highs and nlows and the ones in life I would be lost.


 This is my life and I am loving it