Hey Wow my chance to break free from this "Supported Housing" may be coming up soon> I just received a call from complex that I applied for about 4 years ago and I have an appointment for a n interview soon. I am trying to get the paperwork that they need but it looks like my dream will come true. I am not crazy about the location but it would be my own place and the Library and stores are not far from the complex.
Maybe I am being premature and it may not be as understanding as to ability to pay rent but it is subsidized by HUD and the rent will be what I pay now or about and I would have my own apt. I am going through an crisis situation here. One of my housemates went off meds and is facing the probable chance that she has lost her independent living and is presently is a hospital. The option of staying in housing is she will be with a lot of people and has to be subjected to intense casemanagement. Probably 24/7 and will have her meds monitored. But she just told me a few weeks ago she did not want to move and she did not want to live alone. She seemed to think that she would die alone but as I told her you die alone anyway and the housing organization could not prevent that from happening. You are born alone and you die alone that is my code of living maybe I am wrong but in either case it seems to be true. You cannot help who you are born to or how you die you can only control the way you live so you have to depend on yourself. I received some advice one and they said you cannot change anyone but yourself.
This blog post is not going anywhere but I needed some time out from paperwork and this is the only way I know of finding relief from stress. So Happy Easter to everyone and I am thinking positive and staying focused at a rough time in my life.
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