Wow It has been a while
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I am overwhelmed by all the things that have happened since I last posted. For one I moved Finally I am out of supported housing but am sill in subsidized but have my own apartment and am living independently fully again.
I am in my old town not the village itself but close enough to walk to. Everything I need is close except for the doctor but cannot have everything it is close enough
I am on my own living life the way I wanted and needed No more housemates casemanagers or organizations to answer to
I do what when if I want to and am getting back to being my old self Life is good BUT the stress of the move was great and I had a hard time for a few weeks suffered from depression and a bad manic episode but it is evening out more rapid than usual every could of days but more manageable lately
I am having issues with keeping my doctor appts I do not I have not been since Feb and need meds I keep having flareups with the psoriasis when I have an appt very very bad The last time my skin felt like plastic and was blistered I thought it was a side effect of the Lamictal and was ready to go to the Hospital but waited and when I canceled my appt for the next day it subsided
It is improved but still is bothering me I dislike my new doctor and do not feel that he has any interest in me or my care at all This is a problem since my money SS comes with the condition that I see a doctor and take meds
I have to come to grips with this and keep my next appt in May I do not know how but it is what I have to do now
Many people have this problem and there is no simple answer I guess These are things that should be addressed in therapy but since I do not do therapy I have to deal with it myself And I will the way I do everything else Try and overcome
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