Voices from the Past

HI

Been a while. I was just fooling around on the computer and ran across an old site which has closed sadly it was interesting but anyway I found an article o  Bipolar Disorder a question Here it is, it has a comment that is in reference to these blogs which is why I am writing this now and a very big complement

It caused 

I Have Bipolar Disorder But Still Live Life

☺really ?? How Does Bipolar Disorder Stop You From Living ? 

please Id love any comments or messages talking about how bipolar disorder changed your life and what you noticed was different thank you for any comments

PRETTYGIRLHATESTHEWORLD 18-21, F3 Responses Dec 5, 2010

so much of my life to change. It caused ME to change. I miss being able to just be myself and not have to worry about triggers or medications, etc. I miss who I was before this happened, when I developed the anxiety and had to be a slave to medications that have horrible side effects. I miss being able to be social without having panic attacks all the time. I miss being upbeat and optimistic about life and not having to deal with some ****** disease. That's just me, but I also sound like I might be in a depressive phase. Thank you for this post it is a good point to ask how this might change your life, when it really shouldn't change you. We're still people and we are just as capable as everyone else - I strongly believe that. I also believe we were just given an extra challenge that "god/source/etc" thinks we can get through. Life isn't all that bad. We just have to work on ourselves and stay positive. :)

moleculeus22-25, FDec 19, 2013

How do you know you have it good question? I have always had it but was treated for clinical depression for many years. I'm 58, I was diagnosed with bi-polar when I was 40. I've struggled all my life. The last couple of years I have been in a counselling program that treated my borderline personality disorder it also helped with my bi-polar disorder. I only went to the doctor when I was depressed. The anti-depressants I was given probably contributed the high mania episodes. I have bi-polar one the worst form of bi-polar. Would you believe you probably won't know when the bi-polar is speaking and not you. The symptoms are definitely not condusive to self awareness. Then with most of us there is some form of denial. Up until recently I just cycled and cycled and wasn't able to function effectively at all. It would take a book to tell you about bi-polar but there is a lady who blogs about it and is very informative. Her blog address is (lovetohatebywena.blogspot.com.) I just read 7 of her entries and she is right on with her information you'll love her.

rubyetuesday61-65, FJan 30, 20121 

Thankyou:]

PRETTYGIRLHATESTHEWORLD18-21, FJan 30, 20121 

Hi, I'll bet your world is turned upside down right now. But it may be a relief to find out why you have the mood swings you have. Dealing with bi-polar is an attitude. The most difficult task is to trust the people who support you, doctors, counsellors and yourself. You are doing a great job of starting out by asking questions. If there is anything I can do please let me know. I have lived with bi-polar my whole life.

rubyetuesday61-65, FJan 27, 20121 

Really how do you know you have it??when is it the bipolar speaking and not you?? lol and how old are you now how it changed the way you are now lol please get back to me messege me or reply back here thankyou:]

PRETTYGIRLHATESTHEWORLD18-21, FJan 28, 2012